A level plane
Shall guide me to a joyous self
Imbalance breeds confusion
As chaos becomes my guide to nowhere
Seeking the validation of conflicted minds
Shall only make my own more confused
The resistance greeting a stream
Are the elements it shall one day become
Nothing always remains the same
Nothing stands in the way of will unaligned with belief
This is where the river meets the ocean
This is where I stop and my spirit begins
Wisdom remains elusive to those who mistake fear for love
Waiting for the right moment
Means following fear into oblivion
I tell myself things
Because I believe I am nothing
I am not the innocent yet innocent I am
I am not the destroyer But I harbor destruction inside a mind
Its a dream designed by fear and guarded by beliefs
This brings me much sadness
Sadness is a state of unreciprocated love
Life force loves me as best it can
within this world I trap myself inside of
My kingdom I have built is missing love
My kingdom keeps me locked inside my mind
The true kingdom is love and nothing more
More is not needed with love’s creation
Because it is already everything
My kingdom invites me to entertain in its madness
How long will I support this creation despite all I see?
Do I doubt that what I see is real?
Do I only question the truth to be a lie?
I have lived a lie since the day I was born.
There is nothing more dangerous that a liar
Who believes his deceptions of self
And builds his life upon them as if they were truth.
Only I can see what I chose to see
Only I can think what I chose to think
But how do my choices make me feel?
If I could do things differently would I even dare?
To find is simply to “be” I cannot seek what I already am.
I can't see myself this reality I create
I wake up to a world fighting its own nature?
I try to fit inside
A world I was never supposed to endure
A world unworthy of my support
A world guided by fear
A guide so hard to follow
Trust is impossible
Without love within
If I Could find a way to “be” Would all need perish?
Lack of love has no remedy other than love
Until then The emperor shall remain his throne
An invisable tyrant I have chosen to lead me
I'll obey him out of fear but will never love him
love is not what he wants
He only wants to feel important
because he knews he is not
He only tries to feel special
because he knows he is not
I have unknowingly given my power
To this beast of figmentation
Sitting upon a throne that I had afforded him
I've relinquished all responsibility
Into the arms of a madman
I tell myself lies
While attempting to convince myself I am not a liar
I live to serve a master who doesn't exist
Look at the world my master has built without my permission
Welcome to my empire of nothing.
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